You can't blame him either...
O'Brien's broken story telling is as powerful as it is indicative of the emotional trauma he still lives with. Interestingly, his narratives of the events he witnessed personally are in many ways dispassionately detail oriented - emotional more so in the way he talks about the lasting effects of the trauma and being unable to find true empathy from others. The National Alliance of Mental Illness states that traumatic experiences often are not integrated at the time of an accident as the fight or flight instincts take precedent in order to provide the body with immediate safety. This may help explain why O'Brien is so clear about the details surrounding Curt Lemon's death but provides those details in a interruptive way, attempting to revisit memories he has long suffered with. Post-traumatic stress is apparent in O'Brien's writing. While it may serve to increase the the reader's ability to empathize with the horrors of war, I find it hard not to also feel for the author as he struggles to relive those horrors.
I thought it was interested thatyou said, "traumatic experiences often are not integrated at the time of an accident as the fight or flight instincts take precedent..." This is interesting to note because The Things They Carried wasn't written until the late 80's, so this would have given these events more time to manifest into O'Brien's form of mental illness. Which is probably why it is so prevalent/noticeable in the short stories featured in the book.
ReplyDeleteI wonder if O'Brien would admit to having succumb to a form of post traumatic mental illness? It seems that with his distaste for the non-soldier citizen not getting "it," that he might be inclined to deny something like that--but then again, I have no idea.